kabhi kabhi

Kabhi hota hai yun bhi
Ki hota hai dil udaas
Aur muskurahat kahi gum ho jaye
Hota hai kabhi yun bhi
Pura ghar suna ho jaye
Aur kisi ki yaad sataye
Gar ho aisa
To band kar lena ankhein tum apni
Ki khabon ki duniya bari haseen hai
Ki na gam ki ghanghor ghatayein hain isme
Na hi dard ki baarish hai
Band kar lo ankhein tum apni
Ki socho tum agar
To isme duniya samai hai….


what is it???

sometimes i wonder…

what is love? is it the same as they describe in the books or display in movies?

does it is  as pure, as compassionate, as innocent as they say it is?

does it really changes people?

does it actually doesn’t care about who you are or how you look or is your heart pure and good?

or is it that painful as they say?

does it actually churn your heart and stops its beating and  does it really crush your heart and kills you inside?

what exactly is it??

If I could……

I am a demanding type of girl

I want everything from the world

if I could stay with someone

I want to stay with you

if I could hold something

I want to hold your hand forever

if I could look over something

I want to look at you forever & ever…

if I have to  just walk into oblivion

I want to walk with you

if I Have to stand

I want stand by your side…

if I have to just stay still

I would want to be still on your shoulder

if I have to imagine

I will imagine to be with you right now

if I have to dream

I will dream a future with you

if I could any anything in the world

I will have you and only you

as you mean

and you are to me the whole world……….

Micro Moments : 7

20150404_173851[1]Let me start with – do you notice the little kid behind the pole? YES ? now who is he?

He is the son of the person who sell tobacco & snacks at the roadside at my bus stop of my office. and I watch him almost everyday some days when mom is not around he even deals with the customers. 🙂 he has a brother too who always keeps fighting and playing at the same time, and do you notice the small tap at the left corner? that’s the potable water selling stand. the guy who own this is a friendly guy how i know? he always plays with the kids and never stops the little one from his cute mischiefs.

so here can you guess what this small yet curious guy doing??

well HE IS GUIDING & INSTRUCTING THE WORKERS TO HOW THEY LEFT A CORNER UNDONE 😛 and to my surprise they actually listen and the leader heard the kid very patiently and accto his wish told his workers to fix the spot.

this whole incidence was so cute and refreshing that I couldn’t help but click a pic of the kid before he eloped..


So I went to this place few days ago and as I was sitting there the lady who owned the place was playing some old songs one by one… After a while I started to put my attention towards the lyrics and I noticed something – every other song had moon in it. Either it was used as a prop or described for the nature but mostly it was used for comparison with the female’s face in order to prove that they are beautiful. .

Ye chand sa roshan chehra (your face is full of light as moon)

Chand si mehbooba ho meri(I wish someone as pretty as moon for me)

Mera Chand mujhe aya hai nazar ( i have seen my moon in you )

mere samne wali khidki me ek chand ka tukra rehta hai ( the girl who lives next door is a soul of moon)

chand se mukhra kyu sharmaya ( why a moon face is so shy?) 0.0

Choudavi ka chand ho, ya afatab ho. ( are you a full moon or a spark )

Etc etc…. And I started to wonder –  is moon really a compliment? ? What exactly is moon? A satellite which doesn’t have its own light but it absorbs sun’s, its full of holes which are visible from the earth, it’s not consistent it changes each day and disappear after every few days…..

Then tell me oo so sincere writers When you are saying the love of your life is like moon what exactly are you saying? Are you saying that she is a parasite sucking the light of your life? Or you’re saying that she is full of imperfections and issues? Or you’re saying that as moon is such a regular thing now that being there is no big deal that your girl is like any other person? Or are you are saying that as the moon changes its persona each day your girl has infinite number of faces and you can’t figure out how is she in reality?? So here’s my question again


Meri maa

Jo tu hoti yahan
Sir rakh k so jati
God me teri..
Jo hoti tu yahan
Sir mera dabati
Aur sehlate hue sulati.. .
Thori udaas jo hoti main
Jo thora hoti pareshan
Tere kandhe pe sir rakh k roti main
Jo tu hoti yahan
Yaad aye to kya karun
Ki ro b to nai sakti
Tu jaan jaati hai aur
Hoti hai behaal
Kaash tu hoti yaha
Ki yaad aati hai
Mujhe meri maaa.. ..

Micro Moments: 6

Days are going by okay actually more than okay nowadays. . the other small gesture which made me very glad and I like to share it… Yesterday I went out for dinner to this place and ordered stuffed parathe and the waiter asked what I want with it I asked for cold drink he said that’s not available. . That made me sad and I said it’s okay bhaiya mujhe to wahi chahiye tha. . ( its okay I only wanted that and nothing else will do). So my order was served and I started eating just then the waiter returns with a bowl of dal (pulse), and kept it on my table. I was shocked I said u haven’t ordered this, to my surprise he replied ” madam ji aapne kuch mangaya nai na sath me isliye sir ne bhijwaya hai aapke liye”( ma’am u haven’t ordered anything else with it hence the owner had sent this for you and its in the house). I was like…it made me glad and I thanked the owner for his such act of goodness……

Micro Moments : 5

The other day I was sitting in metro coming back home I met this cute baby- he keep smiling and try to snatch my earplugs. After sometime I actually gave it to him and the moment I did it he lost interest and moved on to the other guys earplugs. … Sweet and a mere reflection of human nature We want what we cant have.. And die for it and the minute we gt it we are not happy anymore and want something else…

Micro Moments : 4

They say that a lonely person is most likely to offer his hands on for help rather than a happy one I disagree Ya i was lonely and sad and grumpy but I helped people at that  time too But now I am happy feel awesome and cheerful all day and I still help people I do it even more often now I talk to people I make them smile It makes me feel good too U know Today and yesterday I wished every metro employees happy new year I never have done that before…… I helped that drunk lady , I never talked to her before….

I never expected anything in return But in the evening I went out to eat something, so I went to this shop on which one time I met a guy begging for money but I gv him food instead. As I was standing there and talking to the shopkeeper as I do always the other man standing beside me said ” happy new year” I must say I was happy at least there are some people like me. Who have good in their heart See in my opinion good heart doesn’t always mean that u donate or keep helping random people, a good heart is the heart which spread happiness and kindness, doesn’t mind bringing smile to other people faces Wether they are stranger or not….